| My heart races, and adrenaline pumps hard through my veins I bore a hole right through the bitch in front of me Her words contradicting, her slight anger tiny compared to mine Images of her destruction play through my mind Her face nears, I dare not kill her Her beauty can easily be undone, I think My nails across her skin Her tears would be my happiness and payment The wench turns around So close am I to giving her pain that would scar the dead I store up this hatred for her, and a twist my sinful thoughts To this here poem.
She comes, figure in darkness. Her eyes are like coal; cold, hard, and black. My body still as a corpse, even though I try to move. I try to fight, and cry for help, neither can I do. A tear draws life within my shimmering emerald green eyes. And as I lay paralyzed in my bed, it rolls along, My milky white cheek. My heart now beats rapid in my chest.
She approaches me, an inky black velvet dress Upon a slender corset pulled hour-glass body. The putrid stench of the grave lifts from her breath As she breathes deeply over me. She smiles at me, a twisted, horrid, yet soft, smile. A hand covered in a white laced glove She lays upon my chest. Her touch is a cold winter night wind, freezing my chest. The slender hand caresses my chest, tracing circles upon it. My heart now beats more rapidly in my chest.
The female face comes closer, it's paler than a corpses Puts me in a cold sweat, even though I fear not death. Her rancid breath runs along my paralyzed body And needles like a sewer uses become laced into my spin. Her body nears, curves and all. Her head she lays upon my bare chest, as my lover might do If she were by my side. A night colored tongue casts a sticky slime across my stomach. Her white-laced glove runs along my belly. I close my eyes in fear, and pray to God For this uncanny scene to conclude. My heart now beating faster than a horse at full gallop.
My eyes open wide in fear as the vile turns to wicked. Her slender hands, now demonic talons. Her appealing face corrupt with evil. Her eyes now burn with a hellish fire. And her tongue drawn out reveals a horrid black viper. Her claws dig into my wear flesh and slife to my insides. Her tongue slithers to my heart and there it squeezes. My heart now frozen dead by the viper in my chest.
You walk along the paved road in a lush garden The lustrous beams of the midnight sun covers you As you hear a call from beyound the grave your wife, she beckons for you to come your feet hurrying you to a lone house you enter the door, and you see her there dark blue eyes, long black hair you reach to grab her hand to weep upon her breast she recedes into shadow you desperately look a gleam catches your eye you take hold with a strong grasp weeping like a small boy lost in market the representation of death upon your neck you sob as a slender streak of crimson bands your throat the love of your life walks back into view, hands over her eyes, weeping
you wake, she over you a gloomy, dark clouded sky "why?" her sweet voice asks "to be with you," your voice pleasantly replies A hand cased with blood lies upon her shoulder a man with great beauty you notice behind your dearest Torn and gnarled black wings fold around him like a cloak of night he smiles warmly at you and shows you his bloody hand, which you take "God?" you ask in a pulled voice, and he shakes his head, a desolate scowl upon his face "No, my child," he replies in a majestic voice, "I am not he, who is evil." Yur eyes grow even more perplexed at these last trio of words A scream from above and then a bright bolt of white light "He has condemnded my name with words of lie," The fallen angel says with pain Your mind then relalizes Lucifer
Howling, the angered night wind chases me. It's talons, invisible try to grab hold of me- Like succubus trying to bring me to her bedchambers It's a rapper trying to get to my pale skin. I relent; I let the wind caress my body. The wind is warm, like my lovers body during orgasm. I open my eyes, a small tear rolls down my cheek, To the grass below, it, reaching up with green arms- Trying to get to the drink, like a thirsty animal. I sigh, for in truth, I have no lover.
A silver stream running along a dull and inky glass set with pale diamonds, sapphires and zircons. Brilliant is the sphere of silver, large and yet small, which bleeds the silver stream. I stare transfixed upon this sight and the silver blood splashes me, and leaves me rejuvenated
Lost within the pleasure of pain Pins, razors and the glowing flame My pain disolves when flesh does bleed This dark love I do need The ecstasy when nerves are split Just the same as if I were bit My body always beaten and abused And I find that you're all amused The line of flames slides up my arm Trying in my brain to sound the alarm Another cut I do make My friends heads just shake They all think this is just wrong To me it is a sweet black song I'm not sure if I am sane It jusrt seems all the same All my life is a blur to me But the pleasure of pain clears it so I can see
She looks up at me her eyes full of tears. The only thoughts she has are those of her fears. That of having to live her life to the death. Society forcing her to live till her last breath. Pain claws at her body both inside and out. Her remaining days to numerous to count. I'll stay here beside her far past her last day. It's now early November, she's been mark expirerd late may. She's been on every known drug available to man. All of which do nothing but pale her soft hand. I've pleaded with doctors and lawyers to end her damned life. The only thing they've all said is it has to end in this grief. I see in those soft green-grey eyes, she wants me to end it. I condem the system of society, and see it's only shit! I reach over beside me and grab a pillow in a firm grasp I end it all, all of the pain, all the suffering
My sweet dark love How I loathe you But yet how I yearn to hold you The pain you've givin me Is more than your abuse was My soul more scarred than my body I have yet to even know if you loved me But I figure I shall never know Which adds one more scar to my spirit One you will never know you gave. | 
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